De one with Lonesome Afterall

Falling degrees

It has been a rather bumpy week so far. It's really amazing the fact that it is only tuesday today and I'm already worn out.

Ask me why... it's the busiest period when I feel so pressurized with work pulling my arm and school projects accumulating distress, screaming for my commitment horribly. Oh lord~

When it's dark at night, for the pioneer moments in my life - lonesome dawn itself upon my heart. Nah... they just ain't there. Wanted to have dinner with Clara since my office's a coverable distance from her house. She was out and have her FYP to rush after getting back.

Honey, as usual, didn't pick up. Neither did she bother to return call. Early in the morning, she even suggest I quit my job if I find it too hard to manage.

Mohan's studying. Even if we wish to go out, time doesn't seemed to be within my control.

When I returned home, the entire pack had slept. It was total darkness which welcomed me and of course, not forgetting the inquisitive doggy. At least that was a bit comforting. Else, suppose my heart would have drown.

I guess it's also the depression. What made it worst was the coupling effect from hecticness. Looks like it's never-ending.. and prolonged with no one who truly stay alongside to lend me a shoulder. Bitter bitter life.