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Tuesday, March 24, 2009

De one with Obessive Poison

Passion Day

No one truly understands about my decisions. Not even myself. Certain decisions are made mostly on intuition. Others, because i had prior knowledge or it's the right thing to do. Some.. are just plain spiteful-intended. None... compared to decisions made based entire on passion. Others would criticize or describe this phenomenon as "impulsive shopping". I see it as an "obsessive poison".

What I did? I bought the entire collection of Stephenie Meyer's Twilight saga. It's crazy. 4 books. Coming to over 80 bucks. Personally feel it was worth it. The first time D told me it was a piece-worth reading, I didn't gave much attention until recently I watched the movie and came to know of its beautiful story. No, it wasn't the Goth settings or bloody vampires. It was..well, partly because of the multiple fascinating super power involved.. perhaps the characters. Mainly.. was because it's a fantasy-romance. Not acquainted with Nora Roberts but we're talking about someone who provides care to another unconditionally. The other, being protected and defying conformity with norms. It's someone WE care about and seek. It doesn't come by easily.. so read lor..

I better know I ought to delay the reading till after my affair with Candace Bushnell. Guess I can read both books concurrently before my passion for the latest become obsoleted.

Err.. that's what happen to Harry. Oh dear. I have the entire collection, mostly touched by my Mummy only. Recall I finished 2 of Harrys during my secondary school holidays when I took Jimson to school and waited for his afternoon release. However, I re-discovered as I grew, that I love reading when I had the time. Taking long bus rides, listening to music and watching home videos was stage 1. Reading... is stage 2 "peace-time" activities.

Perhaps I have always been a notoriously defiant guy under this baby-face and soft-spokeness. Which attracts me to books of such content.

I like to see and experience things myself to understand the situation myself. Today, I searched 4 departmental stores in order to make cologne purchase. Weird huh., go through such agonizing encounter just for 3 bottles of fragrances. 2 from Kenzo, the other from Burberry. Nice. Not much citrus fragrances this spring/summer. Just... subtle ester of refreshing herbs. I love summer because it has all these mood-lifting effects from the scent. What more could I ask for. It's spring.summer.

I also discovered it's still no good to speak my mind. A friend I cared about recently received unpleasant comments. A day after, I thought about how your words may have impact on others. Complements are alright. It's otherwise for criticism. Of course, many of us would just say and forget it, not bothering further to consider how the receipient feels or not. Perhaps I care too much. Perhaps I shouldn't. How ironic. I'll be damned if I said it, damned if I don't.

So jason feels Jason should keep quiet and jasoN's asking Jason to poke his nose into the two books more. All JASONs alert, keep quiet!