Pathetic Saturday night, home alone. Hmm.. actually the gang had an outing however I didn't want to turn up. I'm just.. feeling un-attached to them..majorly because I really needed some time to myself. Sort unsettled things in my mind and issues lying all over the places in my heart.
I thought I had alot of errands to run but nothing actually. Well, let's see shall we.. the first thing I did was to get a haircut at the usual neighbourhood. Yes, Mr Mugger, it's the one I told you about. This time, I tried something different. Like cutting my fringe short, generally attempting a clean image to look like a school boy instead of cover-boy?
My cousin, Jasmine bought breakfast for me, ooo.. my favourite nasi lemak. Can't believe it, after what, 10 over years and my taste haven't change. Eh, so guys and girls out there, i'm a very "zhuang yi" person ok.. ideal catch for you? Ok, I see those rotten eggs in your hands. Lalala~
Oooh..enjoyed my 101 Dalmatians II vcd. The one which Mohan
discouraged me to buy. He said, "it's not worth watching". Turn out fine ley. I like it. Err.. life's stressful? I need some kiddy getaway la. Since we're discussing about videos, I read news from Menshealth that Desperate Housewives Seasons 4 (see right, with courtesy of Wikipedia and abc.com) will be out this month!! OMG.. so excited Why? Coz I have watched the first three seasons? Haha.. sexy things, thrilling suspence, romantic scenes... awesome!Went to nap, woke up feeling warm all over, so I took a cool shower. After that I started working. Took a break, watched "Money not enough 2" on DVD which my aunt bought from Malaysia. The storyline and scenes displayed pragmatism. True about what Mohan once commented, Jack Neo's just waiting to get sued by the Government. The locally-produced movie opened with the Hokkien version of "We are Singapore, Singaporeans" to accompany the scene of united Singaporeans uprooting the ERP gantries and dumping it into the Singapore River from the Share's Bridge. Damn funny!
But I guess, the subseqent release of emotion-packed and reality-protrait overcame any black-listing for producing anti-government implied scenes. Like what my client told me before, it's about the "gan shang" (emotion-rousing in Mandarin) with how children are treating their aged-parents. As the Society evolved to become more competitive, we tend to neglect our values, fending ourselves with excuses of no time, because we have traded them for our material wants and never-ending desires.
Personally, I hold on to selected moral values? I dropped a few because I felt they were not appropriate in current times? More specifically, living in a strict, regimental family hierarchy? We don't hold our tongues because of undue influences. Of course, we have to regard their feelings and basic respect before we speak. But like my idol, Jay Chou, filial piety ought to stand priority. Guys out there must have agreed, especially those who had went through Tekong BMT, oh, we missed and appreciate our parents so much back then? No? Nevermind. This is my blog, you have to agreed. Haha
Speaking of my idol, I listened to 失落非主流 today..again. I searched for the lyrics (see below). It's about a love that has subsided. One party withdrawing, leaving writings on a card. The recipient struggling with retained feelings despite letting go. In my opinion, the chorus personify the confessions of a heartbroken. The fusion of "I understand, that's why I let go", "regrets", "didn't we agreed on searching and sharing happiness from being together?", "the distant dream as the love fades", "feelings too deep to be forgotten".
你的繪畫凌亂著
在這個時刻
我像氣氛純白的白鴿
甜蜜散落了
繼續莫名的拉扯
我還愛你呢
而你斷斷續續唱著歌
假裝沒事了
時間過了 走了
愛情面臨選擇
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一開始都不快樂
你用卡片紙寫著
有些愛隻給到這 真的痛了
怎麼了 你累了 說好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了
開心與不開心依稀數著你在不舍
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻
我都還記得
你不懂了 說好的 幸福呢
我錯了 淚干了 放手了 后悔了
隻是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著
要怎麼停呢
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Don't you agree, it's a sad song? Oh, I very much wish to put the youtube video here, but I didn't know how. Hack lah.. Wanna hear? GO PURCHASE HIS ORIGINAL ALBUM!!
