Indeed a day to be enlightened!
Alas! Na.am (Yes in Arabic)!
Was washing my hand after relieving myself in the middle of the movie that I cast away all my doubts. Doubts pertaining to my decisions. Decisions concerning the things I purchase, words to say, gestures in behavior, choices to commit. Like life, just when I though the 12 diamonds on the Atlas ring had lost its shine, it twinkled as its facets captured the spotlight during hand-washing. That moment as though an angel had breathe life to a withered flower and it was all magic all over again.
Sidetrack for awhile. Went to watch Sex and the City 2. Generally it wasn't a matchset when compared to its first, this I agree. Perhaps there weren't much glamor. Production funds to doll up the ladies in high fashion, cosmetics and labels seemed to have been allocated to their film site at Abu Dhabi, United Arab Emirates. Highly probable to have cost a dynamite. The movie didn't end with marriage. Instead, it kick-start when gay marriage. What an appetizer to test how much you could appetite the openness of film. Less nudity, less joke but kinda easier to predict where the storyline was going towards.
It's about the same set of problems most women faced. It's all those issues after the look for love, after marriage. About being faithful, committed, sustaining passion, defending what's yours, a little pinch of suppressing your desires. Boy, there was this braless Nanny.. My my.. it's a mouth watering scene for all guys I guessed.
And one more thing I realised, people have seemed to stereotype goodlooking people who ain't married, as homosexuals. *rolls my eye* I wondered why.. What if people just haven't met the right one or they savor freedom of remaining single.
Realisation #3, I enjoy talking to people. And I got feedbacks strangers enjoy talking to me. And who says I'm not gregarious or charismatic enough? *Jason raises his hand*.
Final actualisation, I ain't as uncared for or unloved as I condemned myself to be. My family and certain friends adore me more than anybody in the world. Was blind to the fortunate sparkles around me. I have work experience (typed my CV yesterday), pretty things. More than never, I got most of all that I wanted. Self condemnation -- Wiped and gleam!
