De one with Falling and Getting Up

Idleness

Wonder what's wrong with me. In search of some answers, I guess my manager hit me in the nail: It's the time of the year I'm cranky and ultra insecure and my actions, behavior and speech are inevitably affected. Trust me, it's not for the better. Where's that remote control to eject these craziness?

Refused to believe it's an annual vicious cycle but the evidences before me convey otherwise. To be honest, I'm getting sick of not being able to control myself or what's happening around me per se. Speaking of which, I'm fell sick again. Hate it to the max. It means disruption to my running and swimming routine and living days without having to eat. What triggered my cold? Was working at the lawyers' office which feels like locking myself in a refrigerated box or chiller room. I recall leaving work on Thursday, shivering and feeling all uneasy. Everyone was complaining about the warm weather, I felt the complete opposite. Decided to got home early after work, ate some self-help pills and messaged up to a point the medication worked its drowsy magic and sent me off to hibernation mode.

Friday's no good either. Although the nose-dripping's under control, I woke up feeling all burned up. Should have stay home to nurse the deteriorating health but work responsibilities backed me up to go to work. And of course, a look-forward dinner appointment. It turned out disappointed but there was nothing I could do. Carpe diem, managed to find myself some dramatic night of events that got me traveling all over the nation and contributing so much revenue to SMRT. Sigh.

Perhaps it's due to the cold virus and stubborn nights of late nights' sleep, I didn't wake until near 11 plus this morning. A troubled heart, exhaustion and burning body. It was as if I was a reborn phoenix in a pile of flames. Now that I replenished some sleep, the fever's resided alittle. I hope the fate of others' I care about ain't as bad as mine. Have yourselves a good old eventful weekend pea--purr..