Humid day
Today's Monday. Thankfully my 4-day school week is beginning. Thus, I didn't have to go to school today since I don't have computing class which falls on every Thursday.
Sweet went to see 911 Family Clinic at Sweet's house nearby. And I mean really nearby. Just come down from Sweet's block and walked up a sheltered walkway and wahla! There's the clinic. Really very sorry about meeting Sweet late. Despite pressing time-constrains concerns faced by Sweet, I still went jogging, blogged and did my time-table. End up, I arrived late at Sweet's place.
:: Really sorry!
Apparantly, the day didn't start off very well. First of all, Sweet was trying best to talk to me nice and soft but I was pretty harsh in my tone of speaking. Sigh. Then what could be worse when I messaged Sweet, trying to explain why I was late, why I did all those activities despite the time contraints and cautious assurance to Sweet how much Sweet matters to me. Only to lead to a misunderstanding of my implication (which I swear I didn't mean it) of me wanting to have more personal space. Sweet even start to feel that i'm giving up.
:: Sweet, I really shouldn't have said that. I can assure you that I'll never give up on you.
I suggested the both of us have Pepper Lunch at Ngee Ann City. Ooh.. Sweet was on a "no meat diet today". Therefore, Sweet ordered a Salmon Pepper Rice. While I order my usual Chicken Steak Combo. While enjoying, we kinda patched things up. Actually, it was Sweet who initiated. I feel so blissed. We communicate by writing on our soveits.
We bought our couple rings today. However there was a disappointing turn of events when we realised the engravement was wrong on our way back in the bus. Sweet was so deeply sorry. Kept saying it's Sweet's fault and apologising. I just try to lighten up the atmosphere. Keep laughing and taking it easy-going in attempt to make Sweet feel less self-blaming.
No doubt sometimes I don't deny that I feel very scared of Sweet being angry. However, everytime I feel Sweet's genuine care and true love towards me, it make me feel assured that I'm going to stick with Sweet and bear whatever Sweet scold, used harsh words on me.. Sometimes I do become unconfident (which puts Sweet off everytime) but I know it's unquestionable, that our feelings for each other is deep and honest.
I'll always bear in mind what my best friend Mohan said to me before. Don't worry about what's not there or the future. But rather, enjoy and appreciate the current wonderfuls I have in present.
Monday, August 07, 2006
De one with "It's finally Weekend!" [Part 2]
So-so weather
Saturday. I attempted my very first time, skippin 1/3 of my Macroeconomics class. Omg. Guessed I must have had inadequate sleep the yesterday night, resulting in me nearly dozing off in class. Anyway, Sweet messaged me to ask if I was feeling guilty. I didn't feel so. Simply because I really didn't understand what the lecturer was talking about. It wasn't constructive. Hmmm.. his lecture was like a lullaby. But part of the reason was because I'm eager to meet Sweet!
I met Sweet at Sweet's house void deck since Sweet didn't like the idea of coming down to my school's busstop. Well, give it to Sweet. Soon enough, we met up and took a bus down to Orchard Road to get my facial moisturiser from Isetan Wisma. After which we grab some bite at Takashimaya's Crystal Jade Cakery and a donut store respectively. This was when we first had our first minor argument of the day. Sweet was worked up over me not telling earlier that I wanted to grab a bit at the Taka's shopping centre's "food corner". Otherwise, Sweet won't have brought at Crystal Jade's. Partly I guess was because I was really blocking other customers' way in the bakery. So I went outside to wait. Leaving Sweet alone in there, deprived of my accompany.
Talking about the most "intensive" event of the day. Sweet and I had a dispute. Sweet was super-dopper PISSED with something super offensive, demoralising and sensitive. You see, I was afraid when I didn't say things which I've said. That's why I said it. To Sweet, it was a real insult and Sweet took it as me having to speak without channelling through my brain. Sigh. Well, that wasn't the main reason why Sweet was super PISSED. IT was mainly due to me not consoling or dealing with the post-situation. In my perspective, I was just dealing the situation as what Sweet have told me before everytime there's a dispute. Which was to leave Sweet alone to calm down. Sigh. Obviously it didn't work. Sweet was pissed. We remained like this until we were in the cinema, watching "Click". I purposely brought Sweet's favourite Nacho's combo. And different from all the other days when we watched movies. I ordered Diet Coke despite it's against my habit of not drinking gassy-drinks. Sweet pushed the Nachos to me, saying "I didn't order this". The mild frustration took me over, I ruined the Nachos, causing the Nachos to mix with the cheese. Well, I apologised, through sms, that I was sorry over my non-chalantic attitude. Patched up by the end of the movie.
Oh. "Click". The movie was generally enjoyable. All in all, morale of the story was about remiinding us not to be too caught up with our ambition, desires and work but taking time and effort to appreciate and treasure beautiful aspects in life like family and taking things slow. The movie depicts a architect who recieved this remote control from "the angel of death" during his visit to a unsatisfying departmental store. He realised the wonders of the remote control, amazed by the fast-forward time events, ability to get whatever he wants and desires in life, all in the "click" of the remote control. However, the cons of this ability to control and get whatever he wants, started to come in. There was a loss of control over the remote, landing the lead-actor into the later years of his life in different varietion. It was all like revolving around the idea of someone being given a view into the future kinda story line.
Sweet and I had our 2nd indulgence into "crazy food" at MacPherson eating house. We tried new stuff, erm.. except the "nong hiam" retained. We ate a delicious $5-"Hokkien Mee" (our common favourite food), "popiah" and fruit juices to compensate some healthiness into sinful indulgence. Hehe.
Sweet and I went for a very late brunch at Ang Mo Kio. Had the famous curry puff and a disappointing bak chor mee at the S11 near MacDonalds. We ordered our usual: Waffle from Prima Deli bakery. Then.. when Sweet went for toilet at MacDonalds, we quarrelled again. It was a real miscommunication. Sweet just "detonated" in front of me. I appreciate Sweet's genuine care with 9 missed calls. However, I was like "what the fark". I didn't know a single thing, all I did was sat in MacDonalds and waited. Failing to even see you coming out of the toilet, whihc resulted you finding everywhere for me. Here you are, pouring your frustrated anger on me.
:: Sigh. I'm getting kinda worried. Will all these "short-fused" quarrels, disagreement and argument deteriorate our relationship as the years go by?
Saturday. I attempted my very first time, skippin 1/3 of my Macroeconomics class. Omg. Guessed I must have had inadequate sleep the yesterday night, resulting in me nearly dozing off in class. Anyway, Sweet messaged me to ask if I was feeling guilty. I didn't feel so. Simply because I really didn't understand what the lecturer was talking about. It wasn't constructive. Hmmm.. his lecture was like a lullaby. But part of the reason was because I'm eager to meet Sweet!
I met Sweet at Sweet's house void deck since Sweet didn't like the idea of coming down to my school's busstop. Well, give it to Sweet. Soon enough, we met up and took a bus down to Orchard Road to get my facial moisturiser from Isetan Wisma. After which we grab some bite at Takashimaya's Crystal Jade Cakery and a donut store respectively. This was when we first had our first minor argument of the day. Sweet was worked up over me not telling earlier that I wanted to grab a bit at the Taka's shopping centre's "food corner". Otherwise, Sweet won't have brought at Crystal Jade's. Partly I guess was because I was really blocking other customers' way in the bakery. So I went outside to wait. Leaving Sweet alone in there, deprived of my accompany.
Talking about the most "intensive" event of the day. Sweet and I had a dispute. Sweet was super-dopper PISSED with something super offensive, demoralising and sensitive. You see, I was afraid when I didn't say things which I've said. That's why I said it. To Sweet, it was a real insult and Sweet took it as me having to speak without channelling through my brain. Sigh. Well, that wasn't the main reason why Sweet was super PISSED. IT was mainly due to me not consoling or dealing with the post-situation. In my perspective, I was just dealing the situation as what Sweet have told me before everytime there's a dispute. Which was to leave Sweet alone to calm down. Sigh. Obviously it didn't work. Sweet was pissed. We remained like this until we were in the cinema, watching "Click". I purposely brought Sweet's favourite Nacho's combo. And different from all the other days when we watched movies. I ordered Diet Coke despite it's against my habit of not drinking gassy-drinks. Sweet pushed the Nachos to me, saying "I didn't order this". The mild frustration took me over, I ruined the Nachos, causing the Nachos to mix with the cheese. Well, I apologised, through sms, that I was sorry over my non-chalantic attitude. Patched up by the end of the movie.
Oh. "Click". The movie was generally enjoyable. All in all, morale of the story was about remiinding us not to be too caught up with our ambition, desires and work but taking time and effort to appreciate and treasure beautiful aspects in life like family and taking things slow. The movie depicts a architect who recieved this remote control from "the angel of death" during his visit to a unsatisfying departmental store. He realised the wonders of the remote control, amazed by the fast-forward time events, ability to get whatever he wants and desires in life, all in the "click" of the remote control. However, the cons of this ability to control and get whatever he wants, started to come in. There was a loss of control over the remote, landing the lead-actor into the later years of his life in different varietion. It was all like revolving around the idea of someone being given a view into the future kinda story line.
Sweet and I had our 2nd indulgence into "crazy food" at MacPherson eating house. We tried new stuff, erm.. except the "nong hiam" retained. We ate a delicious $5-"Hokkien Mee" (our common favourite food), "popiah" and fruit juices to compensate some healthiness into sinful indulgence. Hehe.
Sweet and I went for a very late brunch at Ang Mo Kio. Had the famous curry puff and a disappointing bak chor mee at the S11 near MacDonalds. We ordered our usual: Waffle from Prima Deli bakery. Then.. when Sweet went for toilet at MacDonalds, we quarrelled again. It was a real miscommunication. Sweet just "detonated" in front of me. I appreciate Sweet's genuine care with 9 missed calls. However, I was like "what the fark". I didn't know a single thing, all I did was sat in MacDonalds and waited. Failing to even see you coming out of the toilet, whihc resulted you finding everywhere for me. Here you are, pouring your frustrated anger on me.
:: Sigh. I'm getting kinda worried. Will all these "short-fused" quarrels, disagreement and argument deteriorate our relationship as the years go by?
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