Uneasy
Urgh.. I just had baby salad for dinner. Feeling super full now. But guess I put too much thousand island sauce.. the limy taste lingers in my mouth and throat, make me feel uncomfortably. No choice, gotta exploit water-rationing.
If that sound bad, what you're gonna read is gonna be worst. I casually ask And about an ex-date, T. He says T is doing fine and has a bf now. After 1 month of dating some 2-3 weeks ago. Man, I'm happy for T. At the same time, I was reminded of my infactuation. And now, there's a messy feeling, like having bumped into another who had black coffee and spilling it onto you. Was I shocked I had more than I expected? Disappointed? Regrets?
And asked why I bothered asking. Frankly speaking, I was just being innocently curious. Ok, perhaps I was being a little busybody. Some part of me wanted to compare if I was doing better - you know, bit*hing. And then, the punch came again when I thought how could I have asked such a question when I don't really care.
Anyway, Kelv just texted me to say he was at Ion. Man, the day before James and his movie. Now another person messaging while I'm stuck in my exam-preparation "quarrantine". You guys owe me outings!!
