De one with Rain

Getting better-day

It just gets better. Sweet and I are back to our loving days. Although we haven't met for nearing 2 weeks.. our sms conversation is getting better and enhanced with sweetness. Oooh.. boy.. I'm floating head over heels.

Well.. I spend sometime watching my newly bought Jap anime Bleach! It's was so excitingly addictive that ah-ma, Mama, Jimson and I finished viewing the entire 5-dics Volume One.
Hehe.. well..i'm getting used to viewing it in Madarin language. Pretty cool.. until the 2nd last episode, talking about Ichigo Kurosaki's past of losing his beloved mother during a rainning night on June 17. How he blames himself for being the cause of his mother's death.. somehow.. it kinda relates to me..

Anyway, I manged to completed 2/3 of my macroeconomics. However, gotta work abit on my accountancy. Currently, I'm still stuck at Chapter 2. It's pretty messy because I've to study and extract my own notes from my saturated textbook. Not to worry, thank goodness, everything's under control. A disappointing thing was I wasn't very confident with whatever I've studied even though I've put in alot of effort and hardwork. Hmm.. perhaps I need to be more focus bah..

To exercise off whatever fatty food I've ate yesterday, I decided to go jogging. Sigh..not much result but well.. I got caught in the rain. It's really SHIOK! It definately brings back alot of memories..good and bad.. well.. it's a great nostalgic feeling to be in the puring rain...

I recalled I started loving being in the rain during secondary school life because we used to practise "formation" rain or shine at our school field. For the sake of clinching a Gold award and the "Best display band of the year" award, we practised every recess during morning and afternoon since the school operates on two shifts. Upper secondary in the morning. Lower secondary in the afternoon. I recalled when it's raining heavily, our "botak" field would become muddy. Thus, we will take off our white canvas shoes and march with our bare feets and rolled up long school pants. No doubt the squashy feeling of marching in the mud, occassional slip and fall, the splattering of liquid mud, our uniforms drenched in the downpour were all uncomfortable and "dirty".. the "heart and soul" unity of the band and our pride overcomed against these odds. It was simply a memorable moment in the rain.

As many lovers would agree, walking in the rain with our loved ones is one of the most romantic events in our life. It's the chance to cuddle close with our love one under the same small umbrella. It's the chance to show how much you care for your partner that you want him or her to be sheltered from the rain. It's about the fun in running through the rain in seek of shelter if you forget to bring your umbrella.

Romantic was one thing. Being in the rain alone, waiting for a love that will never come back, is really sad. I recalled once I went to my ex's house only to be disappionted that my ex didn't wish to see me. I end up walking to the nearest busstop, in the pouring cold rain with a tearing heart. Undeniably, it felt terribly miserable and desolated.

Regarding rainy days.. people would agree that it's the best weather to laze in bed. For army recruits means "CAT 1"!! No activities, slack in Bunk!! Others are demoralised as the rain distrupt their wonderful plans. For me, last year, when my late mummy was called home by God, it was also raining.. Only difference I wasn't under the rain. Nevertheless, the rainy weather marked a different significance in my life. It occurred to me then that perhaps Heaven's weeping for her death bah..

Strange thing..whenever i feel sad.. it will start to rain.

Recently, amazingly, everytime Sweet suggest going for prayers at the temple. It will rain. Hehe...

Certainly, everyone has their own prespective, personal interpretation and unforgettable moments with being in the rain or during a rainy day. For me.. it means a great deal of my past and present.. Sigh. Sounds so crappy..hehe.. Omg I'm running out on how to do my conclusion..hehe Sumimasen (Sorry in Jap)