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Tuesday, December 02, 2008

De one with Something's Missing

Feeling incomplete

Supposed today's which alot of uni students look forward to. Simply because it's the very last day for examination and welcome the days to play. Well, not referring to everybody. I'm just glad my friends did. Like Mohan. We dined at Baker's Inn. Impromptu appointment at Vivo.

We patron River I and I just could refrain myself from purchasing this two suave-looking shirts. The temptation was irresistible. I wanted very much to own a pair of customised Addidas shoes. Unfortunately, Mohan's "Recession coming" spoke depth of his discouragement.

There was a Xmas fair going on. Mohan wanted to get new stuff for is Xmas. I advised him that he didn't need a new Xmas tree coz he could be a live Xmas tree. In this way, it would be cost-savvy and all that is necessary would be some ordinals and decorative stuff to hang unto himself. Lol.

In the end, this cautious shopper took about 15-20 mins before being convinced and confirmed his effort-worth selected table-throw. The price tag shown $13.90. When the cashier scanned and voiced payment for $17.90, Mohan alertedly said "wrong! wrong! the price should be $13.90." Damn funny.. Of course I didn't do nothing. I helped the assistant find the evidence at the shelf hor..

There was a moment, the reality got me thinking how would it be like if only my mum and Jimson were still alive to celebrate Xmas. Silly why I allowed this spilit-second emo hit me like a short-lived electric shock.

I have a job I love, good friends, material wants yet I can't help feeling something's missing in my life such that I feel rather insecure or incomplete. Gee..wonder what could that be >[

Mr Jason in half a year ago would become emo and have declining mood because he'd be hard-pressing for an answer, as though a drug addict urging for a dosage of "relieve". The new Mr Jason strongly believes it is undeniable that we feel incomplete from time to time. However, I believe in time, these "gaps" would reveal itself as our capacity and access to resources and opportunities grows.. I just need to nurture my patience. Good things comes to those who wait. I think I shall too.